My Thoughts

I need a place to vent, to create and to say the things I keep in all day. :)
I need to vent about my teachers, my boyfriend, parents, money, work and stress.

I hope to find others like me out there.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

This is what I get for going to a Tech School.

When is that teachers decide the textbook information isn't quite extensive enough and they just HAVE to squeeze in some personal stories?
Dearest teacher at a tech school, I do not care that a quiz on WebMD told you you may have Fibromyalgia. I also do not care to know that you can only internally rotate your shoulders 20 degrees. Or, that you have fainting spells frequently. Your medical stories amuse me as much as my classmate explaining in great detail how to run away from bears. (Which, by the way, I guess you're only supposed to run from bears downhill. I'm not sure how it's related to neurology).

Also, to the know-it-all in my class. .... SHUT UP. I can assure you that no one wants to know that you have some of the symptoms of all the diseases we study in class.
If you're THAT sick, with THAT many conditions...Pretty sure that makes you a patient, and you should just quit school while you're ahead and donate the tuition to some cancer cause.

Why can't people who are normal just go to class and LEARN? Give me a powerpoint, some notes, a reading assignment..ANYTHING for me to learn! I want knowledge! Not this "well, I had a funny thing happen to me a few years ago" BS.

This, is what I get for going to a tech school.

How do you know?

How do we know when we're truly happy?
How do we know when we're truly in love?

The second question gets me everyday. I tell my boyfriend I love him everyday...But does that mean I love EVERYTHING about him? I hate the way he treats the cat, I can't stand he works nights, and I hate our unconventional way of living together.
But I love his smile, the way he takes care of me, the way he makes me feel when I'm around him.

Is that enough? When am I ever going to have the ability to just let go and love???